WHY? with Mol Sullivan

APLR Presents: WHY? with Mol Sullivan

Friday, December 18th

AyurPrana Listening Room

312 Haywood Rd, Asheville, NC 28806

Doors 6PM / Show 7PM

WHY?

Yoni Wolf was at war with himself. As he reached middle age, he was beset by questions that had plagued him for years. Why was life so difficult and lonely? When would the happy part of him take the steering wheel? Far from wallowing, he leaned into the dark and the light, asking how and when real change was possible. Of course, transformation wasn’t a foreign concept to WHY?, the mercurial project that’s housed much of Wolf’s neuroses and restless creativity since the late ‘90s. This time, the two sides of a man became the basis for a new album split in half, at times diametrically opposed. WHY?’s ninth album, Oh Golly / Yes Lord, airs all of Wolf’s baggage while asking how a person resolves their different selves. “The album is not a flattering look at my life, but that’s not the point,” Wolf asserts. “This is warts-and-all stuff. I’m always striving for honesty in WHY?, but Oh Golly / Yes Lord is particularly revealing.”

The dual phrases in the album derive from Wolf’s father–an aggrieved sigh vs. harmonious acceptance, or, as Wolf puts it, “bad attitude vs. good gratitude.” “It’s my own way of categorizing my mindset,” he continues. Though Wolf wrangles with his own sense of middle-aged desperation and anxious attachment throughout the album, he’s also traversing waters many of us have waded into amidst the often-baffling landscape of online dating, social media, and all the other ways our interactions are filtered through the digital world. WHY? has always been known for an intense connection with its listeners; Oh Golly / Yes Lord is WHY? making an album about the struggle to connect.

After a long five-year break following 2019’s AOKOHIO, Wolf entered a new creative burst as we tumbled into the mid-’20s. Much of Oh Golly / Yes Lord is contemporary with or directly follows from 2024’s The Well I Fell Into, a strikingly introspective account of a brutal breakup. On that album, Wolf eschewed bitterness for dismantling his own faults and foibles. Oh Golly / Yes Lord picks up where it left off, but is an even more viscerally honest document, even by the standards of WHY?’s trademark vulnerability. Across the LP, Wolf channels both embarrassing and hopeful experiences into a tapestry of autofiction vignettes, full of poignance and self-deprecating wryness alike. “If the last one was really informed by that breakup, this one is informed by the years afterwards,” Wolf describes. “Trying to date again, living on the internet, this pathetic, solitary life.”

Oh Golly / Yes Lord is not the first WHY? album to arrive with conceptual framework. WHY? has been an indie band, and it has been a solo project. It has been rap and folk–and a fusion of the two. Their Golden Tickets EP featured songs inspired by and dedicated to fans, while AOKOHIO was part musical collage, part visual project. Throughout his career, Wolf has pushed the boundaries of what WHY? can be, all along building a loyal fanbase drawn to his raw, confessional lyricism. Though left turns don’t necessarily exist in a project known for experimentation, Oh Golly / Yes Lord situates itself as quintessentially WHY? amidst all the zigs and zags across the decades. In the lineage of Oaklandazulasylum, Alopecia, and Mumps, Etc., Oh Golly / Yes Lord finds Wolf rapping his way through the gnarliest corners of his psyche, and the moments of yearning and healing that answer them.

By Wolf’s estimation, WHY?’s catalogue almost works in pairs. After the lush, band-driven The Well I Fell Into, he returned to a solo practice, seeking clarity in the unvarnished, close-to-the-bone arrangements of Oh Golly / Yes Lord. It mirrored the album’s themes, a process and sound as intimate as the album’s themes: Wolf alone, trying to figure himself out with little to hide behind and few people to lean on. “This is me being me in real time,” he says. Eventually, Wolf welcomed a few carefully chosen contributors, including his brother and longtime WHY? consigliere Josiah and producer Andrew Broder, each co-writing a track for the Oh Golly side. And after years of mutual admiration, Wolf ended up hanging in the studio with Nate Mercereau (André 3000, The Weeknd). Trading ideas and sharing recent work blossomed into an unexpected and extensive collaboration unprecedented in WHY?’s history. As Wolf aimed to locate the minimal sound he heard in his head, Mercereau worked on nearly all of the Oh Golly half, adding guitar arrangements, synths, and more that helped shape the final aesthetic of the album.

Oh Golly / Yes Lord opens with “Sin Lite,” an overture of sorts. Wolf imagines a clean slate, wiping away all the traumas we carry through the years, while the song whiplashes between passages: Wolf ghostly and AutoTuned over dark ambience, singing over rippling acoustics, then rapping over stuttering beats. The dichotomies don’t simply exist in the two halves of the album, but within individual songs, hard cuts representing the internal back-and-forth of Wolf’s mind. Songs break down, then bloom. “Hare” is a sinuous track seeking salvation, Wolf effortlessly gliding from an R&B hook to a sing-speak outro. “Pretend So Real” unpacks relationship patterns and getting a little too into somebody a little too soon; on the Yes Lord side, the hazy hip-hop of “Story Of My Life” answers it by dissecting the fairytales of love ingrained in us from a young age. By the end, in closer “In Spirit,” Wolf’s voice is ragged over plinking piano and guitar, world-weary but manifesting a happy ending by way of a healthier life.

Sometimes the resolution is realizing there is no resolution. Any given day, our balance might seesaw between the positive and the negative. If Oh Golly / Yes Lord has any answers, it’s in trying to live with both halves vying for control. If all of the implausible musical contrasts of WHY? can thrive alongside each other, after all, why can’t a person reconcile their disparate ways of thinking while still remaining open to growth? Or as Wolf considers it: Even the bad is OK sometimes, you just have to let it out.

“I just have to put it into song, for people to hear where I’m at and to communicate with the ones who can relate,” Wolf concludes. “I do think music helps in this life. That’s why we have it.”

Mol Sullivan

Mol Sullivan referred to her debut album, GOOSE, as a “long exposure photograph,” representing snippets of her songwriting styles throughout the past fifteen years, along with capturing the radical change she has experienced as a person through the process and emerging from a decade-long affair with alcohol, the Cincinnati-based singer-songwriter highlights her sobriety and the difficult labor of unlearning patterns of behavior that don’t work anymore - and learning to let go of relationships that refuse to recognize their own. Wrapped inside a sparse chamber-pop instrumentation, this collection of Sullivan’s songs honors the person she had to be to become who she is now.

Sullivan has been writing and performing music since the age of eighteen, working mostly independently with her guitar as a songwriting partner. Her first musical inspirations met at a nexus of nineties Top 40, Americana, and singer-songwriters, crystallized by figures such as Alanis Morissette, Sheryl Crow, and Lisa Loeb. These influences then flowed seamlessly into a love for indie songsters of the 2000s such as Mirah, whose song “The Struggle” is homaged with Sullivan’s “Cautiously.” The songwriting process behind GOOSE shows how Sullivan’s approach has developed into a discipline and craft. While Sullivan’s previous music relied on events in her life as catalysts, Sullivan no longer wants to “wait for the next heartbreak” to motivate a song. Instead of composing in a flash of inspiration, Sullivan views songwriting as more conversational now, a dialogue between herself and the music as she continually returns to shape it.